"How long does the doctor think now?" Mary asked. With his
good arm Martin threw back the top of the sheet, disclosing that
the plaster armor had been cut away in front in the form of a
square, so that his abdomen and the lower part of his diaphragm
bulged a little from the aperture. His dislocated arm was still
high over his head in an involuntary salute.
"This was a great advance," he told her. "But it took the heat
wave to make Ottinger put in this window. I can't say much for
the view but--have you seen the wire collection?"
"Yes, I've seen it," his wife answered, trying to look
It was laid out on the bureau like a set of surgeons'
tools--wires bent to every length and shape so that the nurse
could reach any point inside the plaster cast when perspiration
made the itching unbearable.
Martin was ashamed at repeating himself.
"I apologize," he said. "After two months you get medical
psychology. All this stuff is fascinating to me. In fact--" he
added, and with only faint irony, "--it is in a way of becoming
Mary came over and sat beside the bed raising him, cast and
all, into her slender arms. He was chief electrical engineer at
the studio and his thirty-foot fall wasn't costing a penny in
doctor's bills. But that--and the fact that the catastrophe had
swung them together after a four months' separation, was its only
"I feel so close," she whispered. "Even through this
"Do you think that's a nice way to talk?"
"So do I."
Presently she stood up and rearranged her bright hair in the
mirror. He had seen her do it half a thousand times but suddenly
there was a quality of remoteness about it that made him sad.
"What are you doing tonight?" he asked.
Mary turned, almost with surprise.
"It seems strange to have you ask me."
"Why? You almost always tell me. You're my contact with the
world of glamour."
"But you like to keep bargains. That was our arrangement when
we began to live apart."
"You're being very technical."
"No--but that was the arrangement. As a matter of fact
I'm not doing anything. Bieman asked me to go to a preview, but
he bores me. And that French crowd called up."
"Which member of it?"
She came closer and looked at him.
"Why, I believe you're jealous," she said. "The wife of
course. Or he did, to be exact, but he was calling for his
wife--she'd be there. I've never seen you like this before."
Martin was wise enough to wink as if it meant nothing and let
it die away, but Mary said an unfortunate last word.
"I thought you liked me to go with them."
"That's it," Martin tried to go slow, "--with 'them,' but now
"They're all leaving Monday," she said almost impatiently.
"I'll probably never see him again."
Silence for a minute. Since his accident there were not an
unlimited number of things to talk about, except when there was
love between them. Or even pity--he was accepting even pity in
the past fortnight. Especially their uncertain plans about the
future were in need of being preceded by a mood of love.
"I'm going to get up for a minute," he said suddenly. "No,
don't help me--don't call the nurse. I've got it figured
The cast extended half way to his knee on one side but with a
snake-like motion he managed to get to the side of the bed--then
rise with a gigantic heave. He tied on a dressing gown, still
without assistance, and went to the window. Young people were
splashing and calling in the outdoor pool of the hotel.
"I'll go along," said Mary. "Can I bring you anything
tomorrow? Or tonight if you feel lonely?"
"Not tonight. You know I'm always cross at night--and I don't
like you making that long drive twice a day. Go along--be
"Shall I ring for the nurse?"
"I'll ring presently."
He didn't though--he just stood. He knew that Mary was wearing
out, that this resurgence of her love was wearing out. His
accident was a very temporary dam of a stream that had begun to
overflow months before.
When the pains began at six with their customary regularity
the nurse gave him something with codein in it, shook him a
cocktail and ordered dinner, one of those dinners it was a
struggle to digest since he had been sealed up in his individual
bomb-shelter. Then she was off duty four hours and he was alone.
Alone with Mary and the Frenchman.
He didn't know the Frenchman except by name but Mary had said
"Joris is rather like you--only naturally not formed--rather
Since she said that, the company of Mary and Joris had grown
increasingly unattractive in the long hours between seven and
eleven. He had talked with them, driven around with them, gone to
pictures and parties with them--sometimes with the half
comforting ghost of Joris' wife along. He had been near as they
made love and even that was endurable as long as he could seem to
hear and see them. It was when they became hushed and secret that
his stomach winced inside the plaster cast. That was when he had
pictures of the Frenchman going toward Mary and Mary waiting.
Because he was not sure just how Joris felt about her or about
the whole situation.
"I told him I loved you," Mary said--and he believed her, "I
told him that I could never love anyone but you."
Still he could not be sure how Mary felt as she waited in her
apartment for Joris. He could not tell if, when she said good
night at her door, she turned away relieved, or whether she
walked around her living room a little and later, reading her
book, dropped it in her lap and looked up at the ceiling. Or
whether her phone rang once more for one more good night.
Martin hadn't worried about any of these things in the first
two months of their separation when he had been on his feet and
At half-past eight he took up the phone and called her; the
line was busy and still busy at a quarter of nine. At nine it was
out of order; at nine-fifteen it didn't answer and at a little
before nine-thirty it was busy again. Martin got up, slowly drew
on his trousers and with the help of a bellboy put on a shirt and
"Don't you want me to come, Mr. Harris?" asked the
"No thanks. Tell the taxi I'll be right down."
When the boy had gone he tripped on the slightly raised floor
of the bathroom, swung about on one arm and cut his head against
the wash bowl. It was not so much, but he did a clumsy repair job
with the adhesive and, feeling ridiculous at his image in the
mirror, sat down and called Mary's number a last time--for no
answer. Then he went out, not because he wanted to go to Mary's
but because he had to go somewhere toward the flame, and he
didn't know any other place to go.
At ten-thirty Mary, in her nightgown, was at the phone.
"Thanks for calling. But, Joris, if you want to know the truth
I have a splitting headache. I'm turning in."
"Mary, listen," Joris insisted. "It happens Marianne has a
headache too and has turned in. This is the last night I'll have
a chance to see you alone. Besides, you told me you'd
never had a headache."
"That's true--but I am tired."
"I would promise to stay one-half hour--word of honor. I am
only just around the corner."
"No," she said and a faint touch of annoyance gave firmness to
the word. "Tomorrow I'll have either lunch or dinner if you like,
but now I'm going to bed."
She stopped. She had heard a sound, a weight crunching against
the outer door of her apartment. Then three odd, short bell
"There's someone--call me in the morning," she said. Hurriedly
hanging up the phone she got into a dressing gown.
By the door of her apartment she asked cautiously.
No answer--only a heavier sound--a human slipping to the
"Who is it?"
She drew back and away from a frightening moan. There was a
little shutter high in the door, like the peephole of a
speakeasy, and feeling sure from the sound that whoever it was,
wounded or drunk, was on the floor Mary reached up and peeped
out. She could see only a hand covered with freshly ripening
blood, and shut the trap hurriedly. After a shaken moment, she
peered once more.
This time she recognized something--afterwards she could not
have said what--a way the arm lay, a corner of the plaster
cast--but it was enough to make her open the door quickly and
duck down to Martin's side.
"Get doctor," he whispered. "Fell on the steps and broke."
His eyes closed as she ran for the phone.
Doctor and ambulance came at the same time. What Martin had
done was simple enough, a little triumph of misfortune. On the
first flight of stairs that he had gone up for eight weeks, he
had stumbled, tried to save himself with the arm that was no good
for anything, then spun down catching and ripping on the stair
rail. After that a five minute drag up to her door.
Mary wanted to exclaim, "Why? Why?" but there was no one to
hear. He came awake as the stretcher was put under him to carry
him to the hospital, repair the new breakage with a new cast,
start it over again. Seeing Mary he called quickly. "Don't you
come. I don't like anyone around when--when--Promise on your word
of honor not to come?"
The orthopedist said he would phone her in an hour. And five
minutes later it was with the confused thought that he was
already calling that Mary answered the phone.
"I can't talk, Joris," she said. "There was an awful
"Can I help?"
"It's gone now. It was my husband--"
Suddenly Mary knew she wanted to do anything but wait alone
for word from the hospital.
"Come over then," she said. "You can take me up there if I'm
She sat in place by the phone until he came--jumped to her
feet with an exclamation at his ring.
"Why? Why?" she sobbed at last. "I offered to go see him at
"No, no--he almost never takes a drink. Will you wait right
outside my door while I dress and get ready?"
The news came half an hour later that Martin's shoulder was
set again, that he was sleeping under the ethylene gas and would
sleep till morning. Joris Deglen was very gentle, swinging her
feet up on the sofa, putting a pillow at her back and answering
her incessant "Why?" with a different response every time--Martin
had been delirious; he was lonely; then at a certain moment
telling the truth he had long guessed at: Martin was jealous.
"That was it," Mary said bitterly. "We were to be free--only I
wasn't free. Only free to sneak about behind his back."
She was free now though, free as air. And later, when he said
he wouldn't go just yet, but would sit in the living room reading
until she quieted down, Mary went into her room with her head
clear as morning. After she undressed for the second time that
night she stayed for a few minutes before the mirror arranging
her hair and keeping her mind free of all thoughts about Martin
except that he was sleeping and at the moment felt no pain.
Then she opened her bedroom door and called down the corridor
into the living room:
"Do you want to come and tell me good night?"