I am quite unable to say just why we were all so fond of him, or how he came to mean so
much in our lives. He was just a little boy of six, a trifle girlish in his ways, and, as
a rule, I do not like effeminate boys. Moreover, he was precocious, and precocious
children are almost invariably disagreeable.
Certainly he was handsome, and he carried himself with a spritelike grace and his
little suit of "soldier clothes" fitted him like a sheath. But his chiefest
charm lay in his eyes, big, tender, gray eyes, that used to make me think of that old
song, "Thine Eyes so Blue and Tender": they were soft as the color on a dove's
breast, and they looked down into your soul's secrets and made you remember things you had
not thought of for years. Yet I do not see why we should have loved him for that: there
were things in my own life I had no desire to remember, and there must have been many
things in the life of the Woman Nobody Called On that she preferred to forget. And as for
the Professoroh, well! he didn't care to remember anything at all but Sanskrit roots
and the metres of difficult Greek choruses, and he grudged the space that anything else
took up in his brain. I fancy, generally speaking, that none of the folk who lived in
Windsor Terrace were fond of memories. People who live in terraces are not usually those
who have made the most brilliant success in life.
We were not prepared to give Jack-a-Boy a very cordial welcome when his parents moved
into Number 324. It put us all in an ugly humor when we saw a hobbyhorse lifted out of the
moving van. Of course there would be children, we said; we might have known that. Other
people's children are one of the most objectionable features attendant upon living in
terracesand such children! We had more than enough of them already, and we resented
a single addition. When he came we all eyed him sourly enough, and if looks could kill,
the florist would have been sending white roses up to Number 324.
The day after Jack-a-Boy's arrival I went up to the Professor's room to borrow a book
and found him in a great state of nervous agitation.
"More children!" he cried, throwing down his pen; "and these partitions
are so thin I can hear him laughing. I suppose he will have all the other children in the
street in there, romping all day long; and I am just in the middle of a chapter on Vowels
of Variable Quantity. Decidedly, I shall have to move!"
My friend, the Professor, was writing a work on Greek prosody, which he believed would
be invaluable to English scholars. He had been writing it ever since I had first met him,
and I don't care to say just how long ago that was. He was a thin, frail man, angular and
much bent, who seemed to have put all his blood into his grammars, and to have only
thousands of tiny Greek accent marks and smooth and rough breathings where the red
corpuscles should be. His nerves were none of the best, and he worked through two pairs of
powerful spectacles, and the strain of his labor was so heavy that I was sorry that he
should be subjected to the annoyance of having a boisterous child next door.
The next day the Professor had another visitor, no less a person than the enfant
terrible himself. The good man was seated at his desk, scratching away furiously, his
door slightly ajar. When he got up to go to the case for a book, he saw a little boy
dressed in a gray cadet suit standing outside his door, cap in hand. He ground his teeth
and sat down and began writing again. Presently he looked up and saw that little gray
figure still at his door.
"Well, what is it?" he asked sharply.
"Oh, I was just waiting until you were through. I came to call for a minute. I've
been calling on almost everyone in the Terrace, but I saw you were busy, so I thought I'd
"Well, as my occupation is likely to last for some years yet, you may as well come
in," said the Professor, rather gruffly. It was impossible to answer that clear
little treble voice very savagely.
Jack-a-Boy was accustomed to taking people at their word, so in he went.
"My, what a lot of books you have!" he gasped, looking about. "Are there
any with pictures in?"
"Pictures? Um-m, let me see." The Professor got up and turned the revolving
bookcase and took out a big book that looked like a portfolio, and smiled grimly as he
gave it to the boy.
"Now, you go on with your work, and I'll just sit here and look at these, and I
won't bother you. I never bother Papa when he writes."
Jack-a-Boy curled himself up on the soft, woolly hearth rug, his chin propped on his
hands and the book open before him, and the Professor went back to his desk and forgot
I can think of no place where a child's presencethat is, an ordinary child's
presencecould be more incongruous than in the Professor's room. It is a very large
room, or would be for an ordinary tenant who furnished it in an ordinary manner. But under
the Professor's occupancy it looked as though an effort had been made to crowd into it the
entire contents of the British Museum. There were detail maps of every dead and forgotten
city in which antiquarians had ever burrowed; dusty plaster casts of all the Grecian
philosophers marshaled in rows above the bookshelves; bronzes of several of the later
Roman emperors; terra-cotta models of the Acropolis and Parthenon and several other
edifices whose very names I have forgotten, if I ever knew them; even an Egyptian mummy
was wedged in between the lavatory and chiffonier. As for the books, they had overflowed
all the cases long ago, and there was not a niche left for another shelf. The Professor's
shoe box had been removed to make room for the last bookcase, and he kept his shoes under
his bed. So the tomes were packed in under his desk, piled in the corners and on the
chairs, on his table and on his bed. They were particularly in evidence on his little iron
bed, and almost crowded him out entirely. The housemaid often told me that when she went
to make his bed in the morning she found dozens of books piled up on the side next the
wall, and a narrow indentation at the outer edge was the only indication that the
Professor had gone to bed at all. I believe at one time he had another room in which to
sleep, but he caught so many colds trapesing into his study in his pajamas at all hours of
the night when some grammatical perplexity awoke him, that he had decided to abolish the
last slight barrier between his books and himself and lived with them in good earnest. His
room was on the third floor, where the doings of his landlady could not disturb him and
where his windows commanded a magnificent view of the harbor, lying far away across the
housetops. Not that the Professor spent much time looking out of his windows; when he
first moved into the Terrace he had thought he would, but on his way to the window he
always caught sight of some book or other and would pick it up and go back to his desk
with it. All his life his excursions from his desk had ended just so. Very often, as he
was starting out for his dinner, he would stop, hat in hand, for a look into Autenrieth or
the Griechische Formenlehre, and the dinner hour would steal by and he would light his
pipe and console himself with the thought that he worked more when he ate little, and on
the whole was very glad that he had gained an hour.
As I say, the Professor had quite forgotten that he had a visitor when he heard a clear
little voice asking politely:
"Would you please tell me what these pictures are about? They are not like the
ones in my picture books. I think these must be knights, 'cause they have helmets
The Professor started, and looked at him over his spectacles. The book he had given the
child was a volume of Flaxman's immortal illustrations to Homer. Going over to the hearth
rug, he sat down by the boy, and before he knew what he was about he had launched into an
abbreviated and expurgated version of the Trojan War. For the Professor's heart was not
really dead after all, you see, only buried beneath an accumulation of Sanskrit forms and
After that, Jack-a-Boy went often to see the Professor. One evening, when I went in to
borrow a book from my learned friend, I found a scarlet and gold Harlequin all hung with
silver bells perched on a volume of Friedrich Nietzsche. I took no pains to conceal my
amusement, and the Professor looked up very sheepishly, muttering: "That rascal left
the thing here this afternoon."
He made friends with everyone in the Terrace in just the same way, and seemed
personally interested in all our miserable little doings. Even the crabbed old spinster in
Number 326, whose lodgers stood in absolute fear of her, was soon known to be one of his
conquests. She made him a little toy dog that was stiff and hard and gray like herself. It
was solidly stuffed with sawdust, and had four corncob legs of uneven lengths, and it was
an awkward and uncomfortable thing to hold in your arms. But Jack-a-Boy carried it about
with him religiously for days, "For I wouldn't like to hurt her feelings," he
said. He did not care much for toys, but he was very proud of anything that was given to
him. I believe if anyone had given Jack-a-Boy the most unsightly of love tokens, he, who
was so fond of pretty things, would have received it joyfully and treasured it.
Soon after he came he asked if he might sit in my music room while I was giving
lessons, and when the piano was not in use he used to sit down and pick out the most
charming little airs for himself, simple minor melodies, indefinitely sad, like the verses
of young poets, but so graceful and individual that they made those hours sweet to
remember. Music came easily and naturally to him as speech, and the sense of harmonies was
strangely developed in him, though he was such a nervous child we never dared let him
practice much. I fell into a habit of playing to him in the twilight, after the long, dull
days were over, and when he was not with the Professor, hearing about Grecian heroes, he
was usually with me at that hour. I used to fancy that Jack-a-Boy would make music of his
own some day, perhaps quite as beautiful as any that I played for him, and I used to
wonder what form of expression the beautiful little soul of his would choose.
He did not play much with the other boys of the street. "They are such rough
boys," he whispered confidentially to me. The gentle ways of the girls suited him
better, and deep down in my heart I was afraid that, in spite of his soldier clothes and
his love for the Grecian heroes, Jack-a-Boy was a coward. But one morning as I was sitting
on the piazza, watching Jack-a-Boy play with one of the little girls of the Terrace, I saw
another boy come up and maliciously stick a pin in the little girl's balloon. Jack-a-Boy
flew at him like a wildcat, fists, teeth, feet and all the rest of him. I never saw such
anger in a child. It was the frenzied, impotent revolt of a high and delicate nature
against brutality and coarseness and baseness, like those outbursts of Stevenson's youth.
The boy's comrades flew to his rescue, and in a moment our boy was down under four of
them. I ran screaming to the edge of the porch, but an angular form darted past. It was
the Professor, hatless and coatless, with both pairs of spectacles on his nose. In a
moment he came back carrying what was left of Jack-a-Boy, with the little girl wailing at
"Take good care of that little chap, madam," said the Professor as he gave
him to his mother; "he carries the heart of more than one of us buttoned under his
Of all Jack-a-Boy's friends, the Woman Nobody Called On was certainly the strangest.
She lived in Number 328 and no one ever went to see her. We knew very little of her,
except that she was very handsome, with that large, blond, opulent sort of beauty that is
seldom seen off the stage and that one somehow distrusts on sight. Her beauty was a little
faded on close inspection, too. She lived well, for her alimony was said to be generous.
Some people used to wonder that Jack-a-Boy's mother allowed him to go to see her, but I
think she was proud of her little son's elasticity and charm and his power of bringing
gladness into people's lives. At any rate, Jack-a-Boy went often to see the woman in
Number 328, and, as I passed, I used to see her watching for him at the window. Of all the
people she had waited for in days gone by, I doubt if there was one for whom she had ever
waited with such eagerness as she did for Jack-a-Boy. She always kept a supply of his
favorite bonbons and was very careful to see that he did not eat too many. She knew so
well what comes of having too much of what one likes, that Woman Nobody Called on.
One chilly April day, as Jack-a-Boy stretched himself out on the big Persian rug before
her fire, he remarked:
"My! What pretty rooms you have; they are the nicest in the Terrace, I think. It's
a pity you haven't got any little boys; they'd have such a good time here."
The Woman Nobody Called On looked at him queerly.
"Should you like me for a mother, Jack-a-Boy? "
"Why, yes, of course I would, you are so beautiful. After my own mother, I think I
would rather have you than any lady I know. I believe I would like to have a great many
mothers, kind of second-best ones, you know. Sometimes on the street cars I see ladies I
would like to have for mothers, and then there are others I wouldn't. There is Miss Mellon
now, who gave me the dog; she is a very nice lady, but I wouldn't like to have her for a
mother!" Jack-a-Boy wondered why the woman laughed and hugged him so.
Jack-a-Boy's great fête that year was his May-basket hanging. I think it meant even
more to him than Christmas, because it was his nature to enjoy giving. He began to prepare
for it about the middle of April. He got a large supply of tissue paper of many colors,
and the old maid in Number 326 gave him a number of wooden baskets in which she bought her
butter, and the Woman Nobody Called On gave him bonbon boxes of all shapes and sizes. I
think there was no one in the Terrace who was not consulted about the construction of
those baskets, but he made them all alone in his nursery, and never weakened into showing
any one of us the basket intended for our neighbor. He used to come out from his work with
an eager face and sticky fingers, and he confided to me that his mother was making him
some paper flowers because the real ones were so expensive, and asked me if I didn't think
paper flowers would do pretty well with real leaves to make them look "realer."
On the afternoon of the first of May, Jack-a-Boy and I went for a walk, and we got a few
dandelions, and I persuaded him to let me add some violets to his collection. I knew that
at heart he loathed the paper flowers. The Professor had been selected for the honor of
hanging the baskets with him, and when I saw the old gentleman slipping out that night at
dusk with a big market basket covered with rustling tissue paper on his arm, and that
joyous, shapely little figure skipping beside him, I did not try to conceal my jealousy. I
felt rather lonely and ill-used, and I opened my window and sat down beside it in the
darkness. There was just a pallid ghost of a new moon in the sky, a faint silver crescent
curve, like Artemis' bow, with a shred of gauzy cloud caught on its horn. The violet
heavens were nebulous with the spring mistiness. Below, in the dusky street, I heard every
little while the ring of a doorbell and the hurry of swift little feet down the steps and
up the pavement, and sometimes a clear, silvery little peal of laughter, suddenly muffled.
Once, on the other side of the street, I saw Jack-a-Boy scudding down the pavement like a
gleeful young elf, with the Professor in the role of a decrepit Old Man of the Mountain
shuffling after him.
When the Professor came in he stopped at my door.
"Miss Harris, I must beg your assistance in a little matter tonight," he
"Why, certainly, Professor, but surely you have forgotten that I am neither a
lexicon nor an authority on Greek metres," I said.
He smiled quaintly. "I am not working at prosody tonight," he replied.
I followed him to his room, and there, on a relief map of the Peloponnesus, was a
creation of blue paper and ribbons and flowers.
"I have made it at night, after that chap is in bed, for I am never safe in the
daytime," explained the Professor proudly, "but I got the flowers only this
afternoon and I doubt if they are very well arranged."
They certainly were not, but they were very pretty ones; yellow jonquils and big
"How did you happen to select these in particular?" I asked.
The Professor looked off at the bust of Aristotle above his desk and smiled absently
over his glasses:
"Oh, they seemed to suit him. The yellow ones are gay, like him, andand I
think the violets are rather like his eyes." This last was said rather timidly. I
suppose the Professor had never said that of a woman's eyes, so the comparison was quite
fresh and unhackneyed to him.
"Now," I said encouragingly, massing the jonquils together to disguise their
stiffness, "that is really a very pretty basket."
"Oh, it must be, if it is for him," chuckled the Professor. "He has
taste, the rascal! Ugly things hurt him. He knows the Narcissus story, too. Did you ever
notice what a singularly fine head that boy has? And that delicate face with its big
violet eyes and arching brows? I tell you, it's a poet's face. There is a boy picture of
Keats that looks like that. He has the mind that goes with it, too; all gossamer and
phantasy and melody. I want to live to see him grow up."
The summer that year was a cruel one, and Jack-a-Boy's parents were not able to take
him out of town. Matters must have gone ill with them just then, for Jack-a-Boy's young,
blond papa looked worried and walked slowly with his shoulders bent, and wore his gray
business suit on Sundays. I even fancied that Jack-a-Boy's white duck suits were not so
many or so resplendent as in the summer when he first came to Windsor Terrace. We all took
turns taking him to the park and off for little boat rides on the bay. But the heat was
merciless; it withered the foliage in the parks and scorched the little grass plots before
our doors, which were barely kept alive by continual spraying. The sultry nights took the
fibre out of us all, and left us little courage to begin another day. Jack-a-Boy grew
paler and his eyes grew larger and darker under their long black lashes, until we looked
at one another over his head with questioning fear.
One burning dusty day in early September I was returning to town after a week's stay in
the country, when the Professor met me in front of the Terrace to tell me that Jack-a-Boy
had the scarlet fever, that he was very ill and had been asking for me. I hurried off my
travel-stained garments and went over to help Jack-a-Boy's mother in whatever way I could.
The Woman Nobody Called On was there, and I helped her sponge off his little burning body.
Then I knew that the Professor had been the wisest of us, and that this was not a human
child, but one of the immortal children of Greek fable made flesh for a little while. Such
little bodies have I seen among the marble children of the Borghese Gallery, never
otherwhere. He was delirious at moments, but he knew me and said he was glad to see me,
and asked if I had brought the cattails and acorns I had promised him. He had seen only
pictures of them, and I had promised to bring him some real ones, and had forgotten. I
have been forgetting things all my useless life, but I would have given anything in the
world, anything, for a few acorns and rushes just then. It was so little that he ever
wanted, and it was always such a pleasure to gratify those strange, fanciful, delicate
desires of his. But where in the heart of the city could one go for acorns and cattails?
As well start upon the quest of the Culprit Fay at once.
"Oh, never mind," he said when he saw that I was troubled. "Maybe it
wouldn't be much fun unless I saw them grow. I'm so glad you're back. I like to have all
my friends home at night."
His fever ran very high at dusk, and he was much excited and half-delirious and wanted
the Professor to come and tell him stories. "I want to know," he said quite
distinctly, "about the white horses of Rhesus; I have forgotten who stole them."
The Professor was not far to seek. He sat down in the shadow; the screen was before the
droplight to shield Jack-a-Boy's fever-blind eyes, and holding that hot little hand in
his, the man of learning told that old, old story of Achilles' wrath. Ordinarily the
Professor's voice is hard and didactic, like that of all men who have lectured in
classrooms all their lives. But he spoke so softly that night, I thought a certain musical
quality crept into it. I could never have believed him capable of the sweetness and
directness with which be told that wonderful story, his phrases taking on a certain
metrical cadence of their own.
"And now about Achilles shouting at the wall," urged the boy.
But before the Professor had finished with Patroclus' death and his friend's sorrow
Jack-a-Boy was wandering again, and talking about what he wanted for Christmas, and the
reindeer of Santa Claus and the white horses of Rhesus. He tossed painfully in his little
brass bed, and complained that it was hard and that the sheets were burning him. The Woman
Nobody Called On took him up in her fine, strong arms and he seemed to rest comfortably
there. Presently he looked up and said:
"Are you very tired holding me?"
"No, dear; would you rather lie down?"
" Oh, no! Not unless you're tired. I like to have you hold me, 'cause I can just
feel you love me out of your arms," he murmured drowsily.
She held him so all night, while his mother got a little rest, until the dull, gray
light of the dawn blanched the lamplight in the room, that hour so common for the passage
of souls, when "the glowworm shows the matin to be near."
Then I felt a sense of relief, and there came a change in the oppressive air of the
room; it became cooler, and just a faint breeze came in at the open windows, and I seemed
to detect above the odors of medicine a fresh, wet smell of violets and of autumn woods
and green, mossy places by the mountain streams, and I remembered that it was the time
when the spirits of the dead, that have been wandering up and down the world through the
night, hurry back to spirit land. I think, as they flitted by our windows, Jack-a-Boy must
have recognized some joyous spirit with whom he had played long ago in Arcady, for he left
us. Perhaps some wood nymph, tall and fair, came in and laid her cool fingers on his brow
and bore him off with the happy children of Pan.
The long, bad dream of the flowers and the casket and the dismal hymns, so cruelly
inappropriate for such a glad and beautiful little life, and the little white hearse, and
the abandoned grief of us all, is merely a blur to me now. I try to forget all that, and
to remember only that Jack-a-Boy heard the pipes of Pan as the old wood gods trooped by in
the gray morning, and that he could not stay.
The night after it was all over I went to the Professor's room. He was sitting alone in
the darkness, before his desk, with his head resting on his hand. The student lamp, that
had burned every night for so many years and had lit the scholar's way through so many
miles of patient research, was dark. He lay so heavily back in his old reading chair that
for the first time I realized that he was an old man, was growing older, and was not just
old by nature, like the casts and leatherbound folios about him. I bade him good evening,
but he did not lift his head.
"I knew from the first it would be fatal," he said; "I always knew we
could not keep him long. Sometimes I fancied he would tarry long enough to sing a little
like Keats, or to draw like Beardsley, or to make music like Schubert, and confound the
wiseacres and pedants of the world, like those other immortal boys from Parnassus, who
were sent to us by mistake. But be had too little to hold him back; less, even, than
Keats. The meshes of the clay were too coarse to hold him. He rose from them, beautiful
and still a child, like Cupid out of Psyche's arms. They could not spare him up yonder.
There are not many such, even on Parnassus."
"I don't care about what he could have done or been," I answered
rebelliously. "I don't think it matters so much about children's souls. If only we
had his dear little body with us, it would be enough. It was the little human boy that I
"No," said the Professor, shaking his head, "no, it was the soul. Why
have we never loved any of the other children who have lived in this terrace? There have
been enough of them. They were little animals of our common clay. But sometimes the old
divinities reveal themselves in children. In this case it was inexplicable, as it always
is. His people are common enough. Why should he have liked Flaxman's drawings better than
his picture books? Why should he have liked the story of Theseus boyhood in the
Centaur's cave better than Jack the Giant Killer? Why should he tell me that the two stars
that peeped down into his crib between the white curtains were like the eyes of the Golden
Helen? That counter-jumper of a father of his never heard of the Golden Helen. No, he
simply had that divinity in him, that holiness of beauty which the hardest and basest of
us must love when we see it. He was of that antique world, and he would have lived in it
always, like Keats. In my Homer over there there is a little, sticky thumbmark on the
margin of the picture of the parting of Hector and Andromache. He liked that picture best
of all, because, he said, 'it was so kind of Hector to take off his gleaming helmet not to
frighten his little boy.' He always said 'gleaming helmet'; he loved the sound of the
words. Sometimes I used to fancy that if I should speak the Greek words he would recognize
them. At any rate, the Greek spirit was his. I have taught Homer all my life, and I know.
He used to lie here on the rug by the hour with that book open before him, and I would
have to speak to him again and again to get his attention. Perhaps he was remembering more
about it all than the rest of us will ever know."
The Professor got up and wandered aimlessly over to the revolving bookcase by the
window, and took up his Homer, turned a few pages, though it was too dark to see anything,
then threw it down resentfully.
"Do you know, I had set my heart on teaching him the fine old tongue some
daythat boy in knickerbockers?" he said.
Then I told him of the strange fancy I had of the wood gods coming on the night that
Jack-a-Boy died. "Perhaps," murmured the old gentleman, "perhaps. We
believe things less probable every day."
In the course of time the Professor settled down to Greek prosody again, and I to the
giving of music lessons. We saw less of each other and our neighbors than formerly, for
the bond which had drawn us all together was broken. Jack-a-Boy's people moved away and
left the city, and we did not speak of him any more. For his own sake I almost hoped that
the Professor had forgotten. Christmas time came, when everyone was buying presents for
the little children they loved, but we bought no presents in Windsor Terrace, and we did
not even know whether they kept Christmas in Jack-a-Boy's country. I saw the Professor's
light burning far into the night on Christmas Eve, and the next day we avoided each other.
But on the night of the first of May the Professor came to my room with a box of flowers
in his hand and asked me to go with him to hang a May basket for Jack-a-Boy. When we
reached the quiet little spot under the lilac bushes in the cemetery we saw a woman's
figure alone by the white stone, and her flowers lay on the green turf. It was the Woman
Nobody Called On, and she explained that since Jack-a-Boy's people were so far away she
had feared he would not be remembered, and she had come out to him alone. We returned to
the city together, talking of him in low tones, as though we had always known each other.
When we left her at her door I resolved then and there that I would call. When we reached
our own number we sat down a moment on the porch, in the faint May starlight, and the moon
was as it had been the year beforepale and wan, and curved like Artemis' bow. The
air of the spring night was alluringly soft and warm, and it seemed to revive the withered
sentiments in one, and to replenish the wellheads long gone dry. The mockingbird owned by
the old maid in Number 324 must have dreamed a Southern dream; a dream full of cypress
swamps and live-oak boughs and sultry August nights on the bayou, for it broke out into a
melody fit only for a tropical forest, a florid, coloratura number, full of brilliant
cadenzas and trills and highly colored passages, entirely out of atmosphere in the grim,
gray parlors of Number 324.
"We are three very different people, you, and that lonely woman down there, and
I," the Professor was saying, "yet we seemed rather alike tonight. Perhaps Pater
was right, and it is the revelation of beauty which is to be our redemption, after all.
Whenever it comes, as many as see it, choose it, just as you and she and I chose
But I was thinking how the revelation of the greatest Revealer drew men together. How
the fishermen left their nets, without questioning, to follow Him; and how Nicodemus, who
thought himself learned, came to Him secretly by night, and Mary, of Magdala, at the
public feast, wiped his feet with her hair.